By RÆy ‘Ishtar’ Toshlyra
I see purpose as something I create. In reality, on a cosmic scale, there is no inherent purpose without intent. We live, we fade. Stars shine, stars die. Galaxies will inevitably collapse, and whatever structure the universe holds will simply become something else.
The Science of the Void: The Second Law of Thermodynamics dictates that the universe is in a constant state of increasing entropy. Physicist Brian Greene notes that the universe is overwhelmingly destined for cold, disorganized decay. There is no grand design waiting for us at the end of the timeline.
Animals have no purpose. They just exist, survive, and replicate until they die. Humans, however, invented “general purpose” along with a whole suite of behavioral loops that reinforce these comfortable illusions: faith, mass reproduction, mindless consumption, addictions, and dependencies.
The Biological Trap: Evolutionary biologist Richard Dawkins famously stripped away the romance of existence by describing biological life as mere survival machines blindly programmed to preserve the selfish molecules known as genes. The herd clings to this programming and calls it “destiny.”
For what? Because intelligence comes as a double-edged sword. The exact same spark that lets you create also forces you to question. Under the crushing weight of universal entropy, that level of questioning in highly intelligent individuals almost always leads to a profound, paralyzing nihilism.
The Abyss of Awareness: Philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche warned of this exact passive nihilism. He saw that when the old, comfortable structures of meaning collapse, the weak mind simply gives up and sinks into despair.
The only difference between the herd and me is that I actually make purpose. I look at the inevitable void and choose to ignore the script. I push my own will, my own aesthetic, and my own creative goals into reality.
The Active Rebellion: This is what Jean-Paul Sartre meant by the concept that existence precedes essence. We are not born with a script. We are thrown into the world, and it is entirely our responsibility to define our own essence. To wait for the universe to hand you a purpose is the ultimate act of cowardice.
I set my goals so incredibly high. I focus on fantastic, hopeful milestones driven by technological development. When your goals are that massive, nihilism simply has no room left to consume you. You become the architect of your own meaning.


